I find it difficult to understand myself these days.
I hardly do the things I plan to do.
I'm in the middle of a lot of things right now.
I want to get a bigger appartment.
I want to get a better job.
I also want to immigrate for a while.
I think of these things day in day out.
I've not always been like this.
I wonder what is wrong or right with me.
I need answers.
I need them now.
(or else)
